I believe many of us including myself would frown at the word 'work' because this word is such a huge part of our lives. without it, we can't move on or buy stuff we want or even pay our bills.

 Honestly, i'm quite exhausted even thou its not been a year at my work place. there is always so much more to learn and to struggle with. I deal with people's loved ones and their precious lives. i feel bad that i dun treat them well enough in terms of tender loving care. all beacause i have to tend to my papers but still documentation is equally important. we all know that touch is so important, that support only we can give how we communicate and cheer them up, reassure them and make them heal faster and better. sadly life is not a bed of roses so some go home and some go 'HOME' if ya know what i mean but i realized one thing bout work. im talking about my work not others so yeah...

 I realised that work can become passion, it can become something u care about i mean for me i guess its coz im workin with lives so its so much more different. i guess maybe it's also because i care alot about who i take care of. yes i may not be perfect at work but i still want the to heal better. the reason why i say this is because i usually dun go home on time. no doubt most go home by 330pm, im usually there till bout 4-5ish. sometimes it because of work unfinished but other than tt i realised that i work better after work. no pressure no rush. and i can care for my patients more then... yes im slow after so long but i feel i prefer to do it after. hmmm oh well i hope we all can improve...

 Director of my work place told me that the hunger for knowledge has died down. i know she is right. i mean almost all of us wake up work and go home to slp. its tiring no doubt but i wanna prove her wrong and make it right. but to be honest im tired and lazy too haha...

  Pray for me yeah? knowledge... safety and peace at work... strength to carry on each day....